My mam came over here last night, home for a few months then back to Dubai. Very happy to see her. Felt like such a relief. This is the time when I finally will be able to move on from the hurt instead of sitting in the house lonely and thinking about everything that has happened. I've finally for company and wont feel so alone. I know everyone thinks their mother is the best but mine really is to be, she would move the earth for me and my sisters and we would all do it for her if it was needed.
I haven't really seen much of my dad over the years, he has always worked away. I cant say I'm very close to him as we are so similar that we just clash. I'm the middle child and always felt like I wasn't the oldest or the youngest so I couldn't play on it like the other 2 did! I have a twin sister and I'm older than her so that's something I suppose! I must say my twin sister is my best friend. I cant tell you how much I love her. We were close from the day we were born and even shared a bed when we were younger. I used to do all of the talking, the poor girl wasn't allowed to speak! I feel bad about that now. But hey, that's what big sisters are for!
My ex JE has actually left where we live, he has gone down south and is not coming back. That's actually a good thing. JR is dating someone at work, the women that JE cheated on me with actually. I'm starting to think that she likes my sloppy seconds. I hope I can get over him soon, this news has really upset me.
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