They are saying that they might not be able to take him to court.
Ok, he gets away with everything that he has done to me.
He's admitted damaging my car, he'll admit that and get a court fine. What about the money i had to pay because he gets carried away with his anger?
What about all the mental and physical torture he put me through for 2 years, all the pain he caused me and my family. He took my freedom and he took my personality and soul away from me. I'm a shadow of the person i used to be, I've lost 3 stone and look like a ghost.
Who's going to be there for me to help me pick my life back up while he's back on the streets looking for me and making some other poor woman a mess? He's a danger to me and everyone other woman out there.
Who is going to tell my family who love me so much that he's killed me, that's what he will do and everyone knows it. He's strangled me before and got away with it, slapped me about and smashed my house up. He's had me cowering in the corner of the room and made me sleep on the floor in my own home at night. He keeps saying that he cant have me no one can and he means it. He cant keep getting away with this.
He sends a chill down my spine every time i see him, he's laughing at me because he knows that he's untouchable.
It took me so much courage to go to the police the first time and now it's as if it was all a waste of time. All the tears and all the sleep less nights out of fear are never going to be stopped and i will always be looking over my shoulder to see if he's behind me, watching me like now. He's everywhere i go and that makes me feel sick to the core.
I'll never be able to go out and start dating a man, i'd fear to much for them like what he's said to the man from work who i'd sent a text to as a friend.
I know that he will come back for me soon and i feel so sorry for my family. I'm not safe anymore. The panic alarm wont get the police to me quick enough one day.
He will win.