I feel as if i've had my death warrant signed today,
Went to the solicitors to see about getting an injunction against my ex, well the 1st solicitor took all my story then looked on her computer and was gutted to find out that they had already worked with my ex in the past for other things he's done and the 2nd man wanted to take my case on but i nearly died when he told me how much the injunction would cost, £700. I cant afford anything like that. I cant believe that the law wants to protect us but we can't afford it. I can't get Legal Aid as my pathetic little wage is about a £1 over the limit.
I now have no protection from him and I know that as soon as his case is heard and he isn't on bail anymore he'll come straight back here. This time it wont be my car he smashes up, the police know it too.
By the time i dial 999 again and they arrive i'd be dead or seriously hurt.
Isn't the law crap. We have no protection from people like him unless we get a loan to get the injunction but I cant so what can I do.
I was a mess at work today. I feel like i'm in a bad dream.
He's made me miserable for the past 2 years and now he just wont let me go. Kept telling that he will never see me with anyone else and that i'm his and always will be. Said he will follow me and find me where ever i go. He means it as well. I'll never be able to move on and be happy. No bloke would touch me knowing that i have a psycho ex who the law wont protect me from.
He's still controlling me.